With the start of school everything becomes a blur. You lose all track of your life outside those four color coded walls, it is easy to forget how to think quietly as every thought you process is external for the benefit of your students.
For the first time ever I have classroom all of my very own, 29 lil babes to shape and mold. Its a mighty task and one that is also completely terrifying.
I have not been focused enough on myself these past few months, thusly why I began to write here again in this unread public forum. I tried to make a promise to write daily but alas, life has taken priority and that single hour I have between jobs and commutes and making lunches and occasionally eating said lunches, fills up pretty quick. Lucky for me I am a chronic insomniac with an inability to sleep. I mean honestly of all the things to not excel at, sleep should be a given.
I have however been trying to live the promise of #100happydays and have been making sure I acknowledge one thing that has made the day worth while and that hope remains alive life is still worth waking up at 530am for.
Today's happy moment came during an observation at school. Day two and we are already getting observations, can ya tell its strict? Anywho... I was a bit petrified and tried not to let the shaking of knees trickle through in the lesson I was trying to get across when the principal parked her laptop at my desk and stared at me. What I thought was the biggest bumbled explanation of citations, she raved about kn her email later on. Guess I should be feeling a little more confident eh?
Goodnight friends, here's to hoping the next time I change positions its the one to make the sleep happen not the fast forward two hours and we are still awake somehow phenomena....
No comments:
Post a Comment